When is the last time I posted anything in this blog? It’s almost like two years ago. It’s actually beyond me why I haven’t continued that habit. Maybe I was overwhelmed, or intimated with where my work is going for the whole time, or didn’t have anything which I thought which was important enough to write about. All of those reasons I now know to be sorry excuses, for doing something which I claim I love to do, which is writing. But here I am now, reconsidering it all and getting out of that negative mindset to actually continue.
It’s not like I completely stopped. I’ve been into reviewing movies for a while now. It’s something that I like to do, which is criticizing or admiring movies which is like my greatest hobby. I’ve written some reviews in IMDB. And started 2 movie blogs, one of which is still functioning now at refreshingretreat.blogspot.com. You’re welcome to go there and enjoy. And it’s not all about movies. Also I’ve written some reviews on my local hard drive too. This was something I passionately did like two years ago but kind of fell out of habit. Only recently I stumbled upon my backup of all those reviews and they just struck me like a speeding train. When I read them I was awestruck by my own honesty and passion that I had poured in to them. And immediately was shouting to my self, “What happened, Why did I stop?”
I was determined from that point on to keep on going. Not only reviewing movies, also continuing this blog also. Maybe I was kind of backing out from this, because I was thinking that I wouldn’t be able to come up with something that would be impressive and really useful. But really, that doesn’t matter now. What really matters is knowing that I had poured my heart and thoughts in to it. It may not get read that often, it may not be that useful, because honestly there are like thousands of technical blogs out there. But why should that stop me from writing what I think and writing about what I discover for my self. I sure hope that it’ll be helpful to someone else, and that would be a bonus. But these posts would really be my tiny mark upon that vast knowledge, and I’m OK with that.
Also I’ve come up with how the nature of this blog is going to be. It would be like my other blog, or other posts. It would be a technical blog, but intertwined with my honest opinions and heartfelt thoughts. It wouldn’t be a mechanical blog, with easy to follow steps written down. It would be laden with my thoughts, as in I wouldn’t try to hold back my thoughts in thinking how it would bore the reader. I know that this nature wouldn’t make this blog a favorite of the techies (not the Dota2 worthless hero) because they might feel like it’s too sentimental and what not. One of the reasons I wouldn’t restrain is I wanna like writing here. I don’t want to feel like I’m doing just another job.
Anyway at the end of the day, what would make me feel awesome, is to know you, the reader, is enjoying reading this as much as I am enjoying writing this.